Funny thing is... I'm fine with that. I always thought the chance of taking last place would be about the most terrible thing that could happen in a competition. Especially after all that work.
But there were some ladies up there who obviously worked very hard and probably really deserved to place. And, to be honest, I didn't really put everything I had into this competition. I simply had too much else going on between work, kids and household stuff.
I'm still working on getting my eating back on track... it's been a real struggle this past week to keep from binging all the time. But it's slowly getting better. My next goal is to have a good, healthy relationship with food.